Tumblr (3.0; @peter-vm)http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/<p>I am really thinking about giving up on everything. With all the things that have been going on, that seems like the best option because nothing is working out right now.</p>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/50592025285http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/50592025285Thu, 16 May 2013 15:05:27 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/42495b72ff3202207784e97df18aabe5/tumblr_mmhxl2ivPf1r729cpo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/49953532128http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/49953532128Wed, 08 May 2013 16:15:02 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7db2303121868f9ed34045eede509079/tumblr_mmeesa0UG11r729cpo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/49805775075http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/49805775075Mon, 06 May 2013 18:36:10 -0400<p>Can I have you back, please? It&#8217;s terrible without you.</p>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/49745635499http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/49745635499Sun, 05 May 2013 22:59:12 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a8eb57f5e6f48585ec95a6f7fd00eccf/tumblr_mm7hkaUsgH1r729cpo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/49493478202http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/49493478202Fri, 03 May 2013 00:52:58 -0400<p>I honestly don&#8217;t know what to do anymore. There&#8217;s no one here who understands this feeling and no one is there to talk to. Just this time last year, 365 days ago I was the absolute happiest person on earth and nothing could bring me down. Now, I am a complete mess in every way and I have to get medical help for the depression. It just doesn&#8217;t make sense in any fathom possible. Who knew someone could be so hurt that they need to see a doctor? It seems like something you read about or see in a movie but no, it is indeed a real life experience and I am a victim of it. You don&#8217;t understand the pain, the hurt, the amount of tears, the sorrow, everything you put did by throwing it all away. You really did kill an innocent soul who&#8217;s purpose was only to make you happy. Some days I can&#8217;t take it anymore and wish that I wasn&#8217;t here or anywhere. I just want to be left alone to myself for a while but that&#8217;s impossible. It&#8217;s amazing what one whole year can do and how drastic of a difference it can make. One year apart from pure happiness to utter sadness. You. You leave me speechless at the damage you brought upon by breaking a heart. I tried my best to give you everything but in the end, it obviously wasn&#8217;t enough because I was never good enough, isn&#8217;t that right? You don&#8217;t have to say &#8220;yes&#8221; or &#8220;no&#8221;, a broken heart knows the answer automatically. </p>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/48384896952http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/48384896952Fri, 19 Apr 2013 18:00:06 -0400<p>I will never understand what happened or where anything went wrong. Everything was so perfect and in place like a finished puzzle but out of no where it all broke down. Did I really deserve to go through all this pain like the first time but a hundred thousand times more hurtful? It will never be easy to explain why. You were my everything and to this very moment and forever on, I still care for you. Maybe I wasn&#8217;t the best or wasn&#8217;t perfect or could give you the whole word but I always did my best day in and day out but it obviously wasn&#8217;t enough to keep you. I&#8217;m sorry I couldn&#8217;t give you everything. I&#8217;m sorry I wasn&#8217;t the most interesting or the best looking, I&#8217;m just me, that&#8217;s it. It still hurts to this day and will always hurt no matter what.</p>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/48090069548http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/48090069548Mon, 15 Apr 2013 22:11:43 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b9c4d705060cf1e85ff665f5d6fb0913/tumblr_ml9v09Fq9W1r729cpo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/48004129815http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/48004129815Sun, 14 Apr 2013 21:04:57 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a93bf7183cfcaa3c1a225659e25357b3/tumblr_ml6g2xMpaO1r729cpo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/47841137088http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/47841137088Sat, 13 Apr 2013 00:49:45 -0400<p><em>Pretty doesn&#8217;t begin to explain you.</em></p> <p><em>You leave my body without air with just a glance</em></p> <p><em>I could look at you forever and never get bored.</em></p> <p><em>Gorgeous doesn&#8217;t do enough justice to describe you.</em></p> <p><em>Every step you take is like you are on a run way and people watch</em></p> <p><em>I could take pictures for days and love them all equally.</em></p> <p><em>Elegance is no where close to you.</em></p> <p><em>The way you speak leaves me enchanted and in an ecstasy</em></p> <p><em>I could listen to your heart every night under the stars.</em></p> <p><em>Beauty isn&#8217;t strong enough to describe you.</em></p> <p><em>From one day to the next, you become more and more astounding</em></p> <p><em>I could watch you for hours and be mesmerized.</em></p> <p><em>Only one word truly is you and that is perfection.</em></p> <p><em>I love you&#8230;</em></p>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/47667754387http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/47667754387Wed, 10 Apr 2013 21:49:15 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ba96cc57da0a1a8d0d85eb4d4788f5ce/tumblr_mk3clfL8bD1r729cpo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/46038128709http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/46038128709Fri, 22 Mar 2013 22:08:03 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/71238af2511f35564939e5652fc973dc/tumblr_miypghUQgo1qfgisyo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355852530http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355852530Sat, 02 Mar 2013 02:17:27 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/483f510be46708ce114f8a6b97862322/tumblr_mizg7yk9Xv1s5mnrqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355847967http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355847967Sat, 02 Mar 2013 02:17:21 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8df8192d38462ddf4f63862b53096050/tumblr_miyj0zMaN21qlfwy0o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355844430http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355844430Sat, 02 Mar 2013 02:17:15 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/dcf7569b569df60e20e7566d719c0a7f/tumblr_mj0jn8oYp71s1b75eo1_400.png"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355837653http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355837653Sat, 02 Mar 2013 02:17:04 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9c130455d56a8060e6db6a53b0a9507e/tumblr_mj07o8Sccj1rg5n6bo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355831841http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355831841Sat, 02 Mar 2013 02:16:55 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f197c3449062f830e6ade55b0b10258d/tumblr_miha9lg95o1rditxgo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355826622http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355826622Sat, 02 Mar 2013 02:16:46 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b0856dc34712776a2673b397a07a4c30/tumblr_mizwdh6BFl1s2pxuro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355818334http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355818334Sat, 02 Mar 2013 02:16:33 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a0e88668ba4387a1831aa96458bbc4d8/tumblr_mj0ueqJjvC1qhu920o1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355810502http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355810502Sat, 02 Mar 2013 02:16:21 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/57d9714e63e3001c86ccfd14413900c4/tumblr_mj0tayfyGW1s6vh4qo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355807363http://peter-vm.tumblr.com/post/44355807363Sat, 02 Mar 2013 02:16:16 -0500